We begin with the obligatory shot of the food:
There was a little panic this morning when Phil Temples PMd to let me know he had a bad cold and was afraid his sneezing and nose blowing would be too distracting, and so he would not be attending... but soon I got another e mail from him saying that he felt better and would be there!
So here we go.....
"It never occurred to me in those days to write about Holly
Golightly, and probably it would not now except for a conversation I had with
Joe Bell that set the whole memory of her in motion again..."
"I've got the most terrifying man downstairs," she
said, stepping off the fire escape into the room. "I mean he's sweet when
he isn't drunk, but let him start lapping up the vino, and oh God quel beast!
If there's one thing I loathe, it's men who bite." She loosened a gray
flannel robe off her shoulder, to show me evidence of what happens if a man
bites.
"She is a phony. But on the other hand you're right. She
isn't a phony because she's a real phony. She believes all this crap she
believes. You can't talk her out of it. I've tried with tears running down my
cheeks. Benny Polan, respected everywhere, Benny Polan tried. Benny had it on
his mind to marry her, she don't go for it, Benny spent maybe thousands sending
her to head-shrinkers. Even the famous one, the one can only speak German, boy,
did he throw in the towel."
"It was from a small university review to whom I'd sent a
story. They liked it; and, though I must understand they could not afford to
pay, they intended to publish. Publish: that meant print. Dizzy with excitement
is no mere phrase. I had to tell someone: and, taking the stairs two at a time,
I pounded on Holly's door."
Her muscles hardened, the touch of her was like stone warmed
by the sun. "Everybody has to feel superior to somebody," she said.
"But it's customary to present a little proof before you take the
privilege."
"Having no key to the apartment, I used the fire escape and
gained entrance through a window. The cat was in the bedroom, and he was not
alone: a man was there, crouching over a suitcase. The two of us, each thinking
the other a burglar, exchanged uncomfortable stares as I stepped through the
window."
"Never love a wild thing, Mr. Bell," Holly advised
him. "That was Doc's mistake. He was always lugging home wild things. A
hawk with a hurt wing. One time it was a full grown bobcat with a broken leg.
But you can't give your heart to a wild thing: the more you do, the stronger
they get. Until they're strong enough to run into the woods. Or fly into a
tree. Then a taller tree. Then the sky. That's how you'll end up, Mr. Bell. If
you let yourself love a wild thing. You'll end up looking at the sky."
"But mostly, I wanted to tell her about her cat. I had kept
my promise; I had found him. It took weeks of after-work roaming through those
Spanish Harlem streets, and there were many false alarms -- flashes of
tiger striped fur that, upon inspection, were not him. But one day, one cold
sunshiny Sunday winter afternoon, it was. Flanked by potted plants and framed
by clean lace curtains, he was seated in the window of a warm-looking room: I
wondered what his name was, for I was certain he had one now, certain he'd arrived
somewhere he belonged. African hut or whatever, I hope Holly has, too."
Thanks Harry Mishkin, Michael C. Keith, Christopher Reilley,
Timothy Gager and Lawrence Kessenich!
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